I haven't been on DA in a long time. I just haven't been around and stuff. I'm starting a band and doing alot, so i'm never home and stuff. been working too.

I think I may buy my own xD card for my stepmoms camera and take some pictures. I really want to get into photography, but i'm too lazy and I don't have the money, since all of money goes to guitars and stuff anyways. I know that alot of people are getting upset because i'm never here anymore, but I really would like to get back into making my art.

I can't draw anymore. I've tried and tried, but I can't ever create anything. I've just lost it. I see so many people getting better at the things they wanted to pursue, but i'm just regressing at everything. I'm still alright at guitar, but my creativity isn't very mentionable, so it is hard for me. I don't have any skills with photoshop. Tried learning flash, but just got bored. I'm so down under I don't know what I should do. I ned to find one thing and stick to it. But since I have a job, it gets to be very hard. School + Work + Band = NO TIME, NO MONEY.

Oh well. I gotta save for prom too. >.<; Cici asked me to prom, and I guess my self-esteem renewed itself a little bit; I was set on not going.

I've been though alot, and I know all of you guys have too. But i'm gonna try taking some pictures and stuff, if i can find some things to take pictures of. Cleveland is pretty boring, and there is nothing really impressive about it.


I dunno... We'll see what happens... I might not even come back. -shrugs-